10. I’m COLD !

30th June 2004 I was just thinking about Neil, it has been four months, and every now and then, I think I am safely away from the rocks, on a good course, and then, I plunge again into the depths. Four months is so long, and so little too. Why can I not let go … Continue reading 10. I’m COLD !


9. Hi Honey, I’m Home !

Wednesday 26th May I stare into space a lot. I don’t really know what I want to do, I don’t have a goal, I’m just a ghost pretending to be a good mum. Shop for Ari, do my work. All pretence. I couldn’t care less about anything. Ari doesn’t even return my kisses anymore. He … Continue reading 9. Hi Honey, I’m Home !